Well it has been awhile and still no angel-I really have come to the conclusion there really is no angels and no help. I, as well as others must suffer the hand we are dealt. I don't like it not at all, but what can I do-I am a widow,with no family and no where to turn and I NEED MONEY BAD!! I have searched and searched online and can't find any help. All I wanted was 1,00-2,000 dollars to start paying off bills and feeling like I am making it and not living out on the streets. Please can somebody give me hope or is there really any at all???
Well, since I last posted my father-in-law died of a heart attack and it has been a horrible two weeks. Money seems to be getting tighter and tighter and I am still trying to believe God has a angel out there to help me but my faith is getting weaker. I actually broke down and cried today wondering if there was hope out there. I so need at least 2,000 dollars to pay off my bills and my house payment even a thousand would help-PLEASE tell me there is someone out there with a heart-it says in the bible to help the widow and small children. I am asking hoping to receive. Thank you to anyone who opens their heart and reaches out and cares.
Ok today it is getting worse and worse and I am slowly losing my faith in God-where oh where are all the people that can help?? I so desperately need some help are I so soon and going to be out in the cold. I paid my bills today BUT I used up almost all the money I had left and I even gave my daughter money to get her car register,even though I knew I really didn't have the money to do it-I am so believing there is someone or something or I don't know what but I NEED MONEY and NOW!!! I have no husband to lean on. no relatives. no nothing-someone PLEASE open your heart and help me-feel the tug from God-even a thousand dollars would help me right now. I do not want scammers because I don't have money so you are scamming the wrong person. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, someones days happy-mine and share what you have been blessed with. I have pay pal so it is easy to get it to me too. Follow your heart and help me keep my faith.
THANKS!!!!!!!
in response to Anomaly...It wasn't mine sorry to say --it was at a friends house for a Christmas party and I thought it was time for a new picture of me to put on facebook!! I didn't feel like putting up a tree this year-kinda sad and down and out. I am really glad Christmas is over, now if I can just get this nasty bills off my back and just get back to breathing again-They say to just trust God and I really try to but it seems so hard when you don't see anything happen-no help, no blessings, nothing-you really start wondering if there really is a God-UGH!! I hate to doubt my faith but right now it is so hard when you see the rich get richer and not hurting and then people like me that are disabled,widowed and poor and getting poorer. I am still believing there is an angel or two out there ready and willing to not only help me but others too.
I am praying that there is an angel or two out there that can help me get back on my feet once again. You see I did the wrong thing by spending too much money over Christmas and already having a too high Credit Card before it even started. So, between that and paying property taxes-OUCH!! I am really needing help to get back out of this hole I am in. All together I need 1,300 for the taxes and 2,500 for the credit card bill-If I got 5,000 dollars it would help greatly!! PLEASE, PLEASE someone find it in your heart to help me for I am a disabled widow and have no way to get the money-a loan is out-I have no way to pay a loan back.
Here since: Feb 20, 2012
Female, 32
Henrico, VA, US
Hello
This is my first time on this site. I have been searching online for help just as many of you on here do. I am a wife and mother of 3 children. My husband, oldest child, and I are disabled. We... see full post